Carnival

I'd really really like to go to this carnival tonight, but my work is taking a long long time. I don't think I'll be able to get it done. :(

A Problem without Soultions

Without solutions I stare at the problem
Half answers, painful choices stare back
My options are broken and fill me with anger
I'm at a loss, true solutions I lack

Really?

People are reading this? It says I have 64 page views. How? Why? I don't understand..... 

Much Ado About Nothing

Got that damned Faust essay done. *ugh* I did have to cast it of course. :) so nerdy.
Now finally feeling well enough to do some other work. Too. Much. Poetry. Its mind melting.

Irony: Mortality

I can imagine dying today, but I cannot imagine myself living fifty more years. Yet I keep on assuming that I will. 

Star Trek: Into Darkness ~ Motivation

Clearly I NEEDED to vent. Cause more posts!

So basically I am given the oppritunity to go to Star Trek: Into Darkness on a real theater! *starstruck* However, I have to get a "B" in English, which normally isn't a big deal; but because of my life - it is.Totally fair though. And I don't think I could live with myself if I missed out on this. So I have to work. But I'm so tired and dead. x_x Oh well! These pictures are here to motivate me! Nothing like a pep-talk that dangles something adored in front of you while implying you are a pathetic scum-bag.

Oh the excitement!

Introduction: This is Me, Venting

Nobody will see this. But in case someone does.

 UtterEscape was created for me and me alone. It is made of two synonyms for vent. That's right, as in rant. 

Because I needed a place to talk about my frustrations on a daily basis, to comment on the ironies of life, to spew nonsense and life lessons - without feeling like I'm being judged or annoying others. It is a safe place for me. And for others. 

I'll try to update daily, but I may not. This may die within two weeks. Who knows? The point of this blog is for me to get rid of some of this pent up anger; not add a stress to my life. The minute it does - it ends. 

I have also just decided that any time I accomplish something. Big or small, school or not. I will try & post about it here. I finish a photo-edit or an essay. I win a contest or finally update fanfiction. It goes on here. Just so I can have a place that shows - I do things. I don't just waste away. I am successful and talented. I'm thinking about making other blogs with to-do lists. That also have the completed works. 

See ramablings. There will be a lot of those. Hopefully this will be entertaining too. Because its an escape. Its my escape, so it will be awesome. But I mustn't use it as a homework distraction too often. It can't become a tumblr - there is a reason I stay away from that place.

~Starlight be with You!

Tally